Don't know...what I wrote

I wish to write

about a feeling that's hard to describe

Don't know what i am doing,

Don' know where i am going

i am just heading

Heading towards

some unknown path,

just following

my stupid heart

Telling the world

That i don't understand

Among zillions of people

Where do I stand?

I am just moving ahead

Not caring about where I'll land

I wish to know myself

Want to know what lies in my head?

I hope one day all this ends

This confusion... this introspection...

Something which just began

The world around me just keeps moving

Something strange... keeps brewing

It gives me highs

It gives me lows

Now,

I have started to love the rocky paths in this ride...

There is a new pain... new challenge...

In this stride towards a life...

A life...

That is hard to describe!

The New Me

Let me introduce you to the NEW ME
The Independent, Mature and never FREE 'ME'
The New Me is social
The New Me is rich
The New Me is confident
But the New Me
... always has a hitch!

This chick loves her life
But gets time to live it only once in a while

The New Me gets a lot of attention
But of course, she also loves to invite a lot of tension

The New Me loves to make new pals
But does not understand the difference between true and false

This gal wants everything New
Because whatever she has is always Few

The New Me thinks a lot!
And for her... the time is always running short!

The New Me is very smart
But is a little dumb at heart

This beauty loves to shop
If she is able to spare sometime from her job :(

The New Me keeps looking for space
From her family, friends and office days'

The New Me is not done yet!!!

She has a lot to say
She has a lot to convey
But please excuse her...
Today is her busy day!!

PS:- Now that you have met
the NEW ME and her New Self

Can you help me in meeting 'the Old Me' Instead?

The unheard and the unseen

When I was a child,
First word that I spoke made others smile

Even when I couldn't speak...
Everything was conveyed by my cry

When I went to school,
I passed every test...

At that moment,
I felt I am the best

The world seemed to revolve around me
But then... my world was small

I felt I have achieved all!

Now, my world has broaden itself...
I have discovered my two selves

The world within me has made an outer shell

It is my own self which has become a part of the society
It is my own self which follows each and every conventionality

But something inside shouts at me
It wants to breakthrough and discover the real me

But my ears can't listen to this sound
They are just concerned about the world around

My eyes can't see this pain
Their attempt is in vain

A cry during my childhood conveyed it all
But now it is a cry of my fall

I want to listen to myself again..
I want to hear myself...
I want to see the real me...

I want to pass every test again
I want my cry to be heard again

I want to be a child again
Because then, there will be no pain